8th of December (Hotel California)

I was driving my old piece of junk on a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair. Up ahead in the distance, I saw some shimmering lights, my head grew heavy and my sight grew dim... I had to stop for the night. There she stood in the counter, I heard the mission bell and I was thinking to myself this could be heaven or this could be hell... Then, I walked up to talk to her since she looked very familliar but not familliar enough to make out who she was... I think I knew her, yeah I'm pretty sure I knew her but I don't know who she is lol. We talked a bit and shared some stories a bit, it felt like we haven't been talking like this for so long. I excused myself later as it's getting late then I woke up in the middle of the night for a few minutes before falling asleep again.

Once again I drove my old piece of junk to the cowboy-ish restaurant/bar to find the gal. She's nowhere to be seen as I stepped through the wooden door. I asked the bartender of her whereabouts and he brings me bad news. He said that she was dead caught in a gunfire yesterday. I sat at the counter and I called up the captain "Please bring me my wine". Then he said "We haven't had that spirit here since 1969". So, I'm stuck there drinking something other than that spirit they don't have since 1969.

I looked around and was shocked to find the gal's ghost hanging around next to me. It seems that the other patrons can't see her since they're not freaked out by a ghost in a restaurant. She approached me and we talked further. I must've looked like a psycho talking to thin air that time... After awhile, she looked at her watch and told me that she need to go. She rushed through the wooden door that I came in and I tried following. The door was locked and all I can see is her going straight and vanishing into the rain. The door unlocked after she vanished and I rushed outside. There were nothing other than me, my car and the rain. I stood in the rain hoping that the rain will wash away these memories when suddenly the roaring thunder woke me up from my dream.

3rd of December 2010 (Going back... the hard way)

This got something to do with this entry I think. It follows almost the same concept and it's exactly one month since I posted that entry, what coincidence.

It started with me riding a kapchai (those old school scooter that my aunt use to ride) at some country road. The sky was grey as if it's gonna pour anytime soon accompanied by thunders every few minutes. Runned down huts made of thin corrugated iron and wood surrounds the area. Thousands of huge gloomy trees with its bark the size of lorry tires were grown along the poorly paved road, so many it felt like I was in a forest. The air was heavy, I was there for something important but my head is too groggy to think. I went deep into the rural area before realizing that I'm too tired to go on that long winding road.

I've decided to trace back, going back to the place I belong. As I turned around, the trees unrooted fell to the pavement blocking my path back as the wind blew stronger. It seems that I've gone too far, too deep to easily trace back now with the storm brewing up. Despite all the obstacle I have to face, I'll march as far as I can get with my old scooter. I got around some trees via some muddy dirt road as droplets of rain hit my glasses. Visibility is getting low, it's raining heavier and the storm became so fierce a lightning stroke just a few yards behind me as if the storm didn't want me to leave the place behind. I was left with no choice but to take refuge in some old school building nearby.

Dusts fly as I stepped into the forsaken building, it seems that the building were abandoned for sometime now. I doubt that the building will even stand if the merciless storm grew stronger. I tried to turn on the lights but to no avail, its either the electricity supply has been cut or the storm was causing a blackout. I made my way to a brighter place, a class room. There was a desk and a chair in the middle of the classroom. The desk looked hauntingly familliar as I go near it when suddenly I remembered. There was a malfunction with that clock (see this entry) I used to get here, I wasn't even suppose to exist at that time.

I must've hit my head sometime or somewhere for not remembering this. I quickly sat down on the chair next to the desk and attempting to really go back where I came from this time. The storm outside was getting stronger by the minute. The wind was so strong that it blew some parts of the roof off letting rain drops fell into the classroom. Still I'm there despterately trying to go home drenched with rain and my own sweat. I found out that there's a keyhole at the side of the desk. I recalled that the desk is locked and I'm supposed to insert a key that I don't have to go back.

I tried the drawer but it's just full of junk rather than the key I wanted. As I closed the drawer, two hauntingly figures of the past came to me.

And then... I woke up...

1st of December 2010 (KL Terrorized)

It started with me riding a bus with two of my old friends to KL in the afternoon. It all looks normal until I saw the twin towers. As the bus passed by I saw half of the twin towers were reduced to rubble and ashes and I was damn shocked. Nevertheless, the towers were still standing. Police and firemen were around the rubble too, presumably searching for survivors trapped under the rubble. I asked my friend (in dialect) "lol what happened there?" and he answered me with "Didn't read news?" I shook my head and then he told me "Somebody bombed the twin towers yesterday ma."

Then when we get off the bus I saw two dogs. The dog's fur were trimmed like snoopy with a dot for its eyes lol, it just resemble the cartoon snoopy 100%. The other one, which was just beside snoopy looks alot like Odie from Garfield and... yeah Odie looked stupid XD. Then I can't remember what I dreamt... zzz

23rd of November 2010 (Fallen Angel)

I'm standing in an indoor dock, the place was thrased and drench in gloom. I stepped outside to an abandoned, rundown fishing town. Dark clouds filled the sky, cold winds chilled me to the bone, it seems like a storm is imminent. I take a sweep around in an attempt to find any cover for the storm when I saw a barrel fire just around a corner beside an abandoned apartment.

Immediately, I stride along the muddy road to take a closer look if there's any inhabitants around. Then, I saw two figures standing beside the fire for warmth. One of them appears to be a woman of the age around 40+ wearing thick clothes and she doesn't look too happy. Next to her is persumably her child doing nothing but staring in the fire blankly like he's possessed.

I edged closer to the warmth of the fire when suddenly an old man lunged at me bearing her sharp fangs out of nowhere. I quickly pulled out my pistol and shoot at the woman. The bullet hit directly in her forehead, it was a lucky shot. I let out a long deep breath in relief and focused back to the barrel. The kid is gone.

With the pistol still in my hand, I turned around and the kid was just behind me staring at me with an eerie look. He too started attack me with his razor sharp claws while the lady began to climb up to the roof of a two storey building just beside me. I retaliate by letting out a few shots on the kids body. His lifeless body fell to the mud when the lady the pounced at me from the roof.

Fortunately, he jumped from a two storey building so I have sands for my hourglass left to aim and shoot her out of the air. Her motionless body fell to the ground next to where the kid's body lies. I crouched down to examine the body. While I'm looking at the corpse, I heard a growling sound deeper inside the town. I turn around and I saw a female creature that had a body of a human, green glowing eyes, sharp long claws and bones for wings.

The 'fallen angel' levitates towards me with a vengeful gaze in her eyes. Terrified, I shot her in the head and her head was shot off her body. The head then flies around in the air trying to get a chomp on me. Seeing this, I retreated fearfully back to the docks where I saw her head is reattached with her body. I pulled my trigger again and again on her head while she closes in but to no avail.

I hopelessly dropped my gun to the wooden bridge beneath my feet and looked up to the sky of grey. I was shocked to hear the wail of air raid siren accompanied by vibrating sounds of my phone. I was then waken up by my phone alarm...

9th of November 2010 (Realm of the Dead)

I started off standing in a corner of an old england style great hall crowded with "people" who are also dead in this dream. It seems that these guys and gals all around were freshly dead and were "checking in" to their new homes. There are mirrors every corner in the hall where dudes can stand in front of it and check whether they're dead since the dead don't cast shadow and reflection. I saw a few of these dead dudes went for a check in front of the mirror and walked away with disappointment in their face.

Since I'm stuck there with no idea why the hell I'm there, I might just go check out what's so magical about that mirror. I was facing one particular mirror directly albeit too far that I can't quite see the reflection, so I paced towards the mirror. I realize something is not right when I'm halfway to the mirror, I can't see myself in the mirror. I came to a conclusion that I'm dead, waiting for a check in like everyone else in that hall.

I was then approached by a nasty looking old geezer with tuxedo on. He sure doesn't looked healthy to me, his skin is green and he looked pale. He came to deliver a message to me that someone of high ranking in that realm wanted to see me. I followed the old man after throwing a last gaze in the mirror to confirm that I'm really dead.

The old man lead me through some set of long stairs and corridors lit with old-school-styled lamps around before reaching a huge door. The old man opened the door to the dimly lite outdoors of that castle. In front of me is a big fountain and a guy with nicely combed hair and outdated fashion (by outdated I mean centuries outdated) was standing just beside the fountain. He asked "wanted to know how you died?" I nodded and he told me to look into one of those fountains to see my past. I rushed to one of the nearest fountain and gaze into the water.

As I gazed into the water, I see things through the perspective of myself when I'm not dead yet. I was cornered by four Nosferatus, ugly and dreadful vampires under the skin of human being but they sure looks good when in disguised. The three guys beat me up good and one of them even stood on me while the gal standing around looking at somewhere. I show no reaction (can feel no pain in dream) with him standing on my chest and he looked surprised. I told him that he has no soul and that's the reason why he has no weight on me. Obviously he was terribly angered with that and killed me afterwards. I blacked out and my view is back to the fountains.

The nice hair guy told me that these nosferatus are going to attack the castle so to get back their souls and be alive again. I was puzzled, how would only four nosferatus take down a castle. He then told me that the nosferatus are able to spawn ghouls from their victims if they bit them. I suddenly remembered that there's such guy biting around in the hall before I came here and those ghould might be anywhere near now.

The nice hair guy then gave me a cup with strange colourd water, I was thirsty and proceed to drink the water. He stopped me at the last second and told me those water are not for drinking, just hold on to it. I take another look at the cup and I saw the water began to crystallize. He took out the crystallized water and attached a string to it. He told me arrogantly that the amulet is the only weapon he need to defend the attack.

Shortly afterwards I heard someone ramming the huge door behind me and then... I woke up to those lousy announcement of dunno discounts of newly opened supermarket announced by those stupid van with a loudspeaker on top.

3rd of November (Time Travel)

In the dream it felt like I've waken up from reality into the dream, lol. So, I woke up and went straight to my comp to check my mail. I saw a "hate mail" sent to me with the content saying that I promised someone, a malay girl from my primary school to go for some sort of event organized by her but somehow I didn't managed to keep my promise. I can't really remember when did I make this promise though...

Nevertheless, realizing the wrong I've done, I decided to go back in time to remind myself to go for this event. I went downstairs to an oversized clock (analog clock) with the same heightl as me. I set the time I wanted to go and I went inside the clock with a hole or door behind it. The whole clock shakes violently for awhile and stopped.

I then suddenly arrived to some unknown place with tables all around me and it's sort of crowded with people drinking tea. I looked around and I saw some familliar faces (secondary school friend), I quickly rushed to them and asked "What's the day today?" They told me it's Tuesday and proceed telling me that I'm a jerk for doing what I did yesterday (which is Monday at that time). I asked what I did, they told me that I went berserk during the event punching people around and made a run for it. They even told me how I'll be convicted.

I was confused, I thought I didn't went for that event? How come that I've already been to the event and make some hell of a chaos there. I thought I should go back one day before and warn myself of this. Immediately, I rushed to find where the hell is my time machine. In the dream, I understand the everytime I use the time machine it will shapeshift to something else. At first I saw a blackboard with Alfonso de Albuquerque drawn on it with chalk. It looked peculiar so I thought it was it and stole the whole blackboard (I got no $ for a blackboard) to a narrow back alley, drew a clock on it with the time I want to go and sat on it. Nothing happened after a few try, I gave up on the black board and started searching for the machine.

Then I saw the identical clock in an antique shop, somehow it didn't shape shift this time.
I sneaked past the old owner of the shop, set the clock 2 hours earlier and went inside the clock again. This time I'm inside my car with, Mr.C driving and I can't remember the time but it's midnight. It seems that we just finished partying somewhere and is going to have some latenight snack. It all makes sense to me now, I must've gone out too late the day before and I'm unable to wake up early for that event. (at this point, I've forgotten the punching part)

I asked Mr.C's favour to wake me up tomorrow morning 'cause I need to attend a very important event held by my friend. He agreed and we arrived at some chinese stall for some noodles. It was frickin' crowded to the point that no staff is free enough to take orders and so we decided to just go back home and cook maggi mee.

My car alarm rang as I drove out of the parking lot, somehow I can't hear it till the moment Mr.C asks "Why the heck do you drive with that alarm on?". I replied with a surprised look in my face. Apparently, the sound of alarm attracted police and they started chasing me. I ran for it and end up on foot in a water park. Mr.C ran somewhere else, so I'm all alone there. Shortly afterwards I blacked out and find myself in my own room. I got up, went to the computer and check my mail expecting the "hate mail" is gone by now since I've changed history. I'm shocked to find that the mail is still there and I wondered if all that happened just now was a dream. Then I woke up to the sound of my phone alarm....

1st of November. Snake attack

The dream started with me and a bunch of jokers went for some unknown
activities in some place that looks like a pine forest with some snowy
mountains in the far. We settled down in some wooden chalet when someone
from our group, I dunno who is he/she, their face are all blurred out,
found a snake in the toilet.

The snake is red with black stripe and it looks bloody poisonous to me.
Everybody panicked with that two feet pest lurking around in the hostel.
Well, instead of calling the forest ranger or the authorities, we geniuses
decided to take a go with catching the snake. Eventually, we caught the
snake... although I don't quite remember who and how the snake was caught
and wrapped in a towel like a kebab. These Nylon Rope Look-alike Bastard.
Apparently, these "Milk Snakes" aren't poisonous as they seem to be...zzz.

One of them raised his index finger at me and ordered me to dispose of the
reptile and shoved the wrapped snake onto my hands. Instead of killing it,
I decided to throw it into some random garbage can I found nearby. After
disposing the snake, I walked back to the chalet when suddenly I heard
someone screaming accompanied with a loud hiss from behind of me.

The dreadful snake has gone loose and he's furious for getting thrown into
some stinking garbage can. Instead of hanging around and say hi, I make a
run for it while snake is catching up fast. Just like how it goes in
some cheap horror movies, I fell down and it bit me at my ear. And then...
I can't recall anything anymore... maybe I woke up....

21st of October 2010

In this dream I woke up finding that my house has been burnt down to ashes and all that I can think of at the time was... "Shit, where should I sleep now?" since I was so damn tired in real life la XD.

Apparently I found out that my sis' boyfriend owns a chopper complete with bed inside god knows what are they doing with that. I immediately rushed to the chopper the moment I found out that and conveniently slept on that bed. I'm now officially sleeping in my dream lol. I slept like maybe 30 minutes in the chopper and I woke up realizing the chopper has left the ground.

I thought that my sis' bf is piloting the chopper. So I just sit back and enjoyed the ride as the chopper flew over some icy place, desert, lakes and eventually gone so far up into the clouds above. It's at this altitude that I saw huge, large parrots chilling out on the clouds. No they're not clouds that shaped like a parrot, these parrots are complete with colours. I'm totally stunned by this and I began to think, "WTF? Am I dreaming?"

Then the chopper did a 360 and flew back to the ground, landing. I came out of the chopper and that chopper flew behind me. Then I realize that nobody's controlling the chopper and I woke up shortly afterwards.

13th of October 2010

It started with me and a group of my friends went for some leisure at some sort theme park or national service camp or high school or primary school. It looked a mix of all the three places. After we went to grab some foods at a nearby canteen that looks a lot like my primary school canteen. We got us a nice bench and settled down there. As we eat, I realize that the sky is turning dark. I'm starting to worry that the rain is gonna wet those clothes I hanged outside, my frequent worry while I'm at the national service. My friend, seeing me looking up told me to don't worry 'cause it's not gonna rain anytime soon.

I smiled at him and continue munching on my ramly burger and I can feel the wind at that time. The wind then suddenly blows strong. Lightnings began to strike and the table in front of me were blown away along with the foods on it. Me and my friends immediately ran to seek refuge at a building just near the canteen. We took a shortcut and climbed a slope that looks a lot like that slope I climbed when I truant in Form 1 in SMKCJ.

The minute we climbed over that slope, I saw the building that we're gonna seek refuge in. The building looks exactly the same as my Kajang high school. We ran as fast as we could to a classroom/room in the building. When I'm halfway there, I saw my economics lecturer, Mr.Benny holding a loudspeaker telling everyone to run faster while waving his hands. I ignored him and continue running as it began to rain heavier.

And then.... I can't remember what happened... maybe I woke up or...lol

10th of October 2010

I can't quite remember how the dream started but seems like it's got to do with selling of organs for profit. In the dream a corporation captured me and a whole bunch of people to cultivate organs in us since the technology to clone a single organ independently isn't available yet. So... they capture us and pluck some organs from us, regenerate the same organ within us with some sort of weird stuffs and the cycle goes on and on until the corp goes to bankruptcy.

In the dream somehow, I managed to escape my cell with someone. Then we tried escaping the facility by swimming through a series of pipes to the sewers and ultimately to the outside world. It feels so real that my eyes are able to feel the pain when I tried to open it under water. That's when I suddenly realize that I can breathe under water. The moment I realize that, my eyes aren't hurt no more. Then I started to hear water dripping from nowhere and woke up. The darn aircond is leaking again... Yeah, I haven't bother fixing it yet...

8th of October 2010

It started off with me and two friends of mine (faces were blur) driving through some unfamilliar place to an unknown destination. The road was long and winding and if feels like I'm driving up a mountain or some sort, there's even a long dark tunnel somewhere near our destination. After awhile of driving, we arrived at a plaza with lots of shops and cafe around crowded with people. Something tolds me that this place is the place we planned to come today although I can't quite remember. I tried to find a spot to park in the plaza's parking lot but to no avail and I parked my car by the roadside instead. I remembered clearly that I parked my car between a lorry and a Kancil here. Then we walked quite a distance to the place.

And then.... (I can't remember the eating part... nothing interesting though).

After we're done eating, we decided that it's time to go since it's getting late. We backtracked to the place I parked my car. When we're there, my car is gone.. substituted with a similar car with a carplate that writes NICE 0234. "How the fuck can this happen?" was all I can think that time. I start to panic as the road was dark, dangerous looking and we're like sitting ducks standing there confused.

Suddenly I remembered that I parked my car at the plaza's parking lot (which I clearly didn't). I told my friends to wait for me at a nearby shopping lot when I go get my car. My friend suggested that we all wait at the shop lot while he call his dad here to pick us up. I'm okay with that but where the hell is my car? I told my friend that I'll try find my car and I ran back to the plaza.

In my memory I remembered that I walked down some stairs from the carpark before arriving there. I ran around tring to find that stairs but it's gone and the place that stairs was supposed to be has become Kenny Rogers Roasters. It seems that every single stairs in the plaza is now gone. I am so damn confused at this point and everything around starts to swirl and I woke up.

1st of October 2010

I woke up in a classroom, a familliar high school classroom just like those when I'm at form 1. Like always, I fell asleep when the teacher's teaching but surprisingly this time I woke up from the noise of students talking/playing etc. rather than the teacher waking me up. There were shoes flying everywhere around me. It came to me then that the teachers were all absent and all the students went crazy throwing shoes around instead of paper airplanes.

With all these shoes flying around I'd be damned if I don't join in. So, I crouch down to untie my shoelaces and let the shoe flies. As I look up from untying my shoelaces, the scene suddenly changed from a classroom to an unfinished building.

Theres a guy in coat beside me telling me that someone jumped from that building but they didn't know from which floor he jumped. Upon hearing that, I had vision that I saw the guy looking down at me from the building. Then, he jumped and landed dead just in front of me.

I told the coat guy "he must've jumped from there," pointing over to the floor that I saw the jumper stood. He gave me a "wtf" look and then...

I woke up from the water dripping sound of my air cond. My a/c is leaking again.. zzz....

24th of September 2010

It rained outside today, so I decided to take a nap since I was so bushed. Then I had a dream, in the dream I was riding a bike or a scooter, I can't quite remember on the way going home or someone's home... can't really quite remember again.

Then I realize that the driver of the car in front of me had a shotgun. He wind down his window and put a hand outside with the shotgun in his hand seeming like he's up to no good. Seeing that and wanting no trouble, I took a longer route to my destination avoiding that particular car.

While away from that car, there's this bike guy following me has a shotgun too and I saw him pulling the gun out from my side mirror. I hastily sped up and took a left trying to outrun the bike guy. I then looked over my shoulder hoping that I outran the guy when suddenly the pavement I'm on vanished into thin air. I fell into the valley below and I woke up staring the ceiling of my room pondering just what the hell happened.

18th of September 2010

I was in the national service before, literally I've finished the whole 3 months there but actually I've just spend around like 2 months plus there. So... there, I've "escaped" early from the national service.

In the dream I woke up in an empty wooden hut with an old guy that resembles a bartender that stands behind what seems to be a bar. I was still in my national service attire with my barret on, my hair was short and stuffs. He gave me a cup of drink while I'm drinking that cup of drink he began telling some nasty stories about how they come after those that didn't finish the term and what will they do to these "escapees". Shortly after that, I passed out.... . . . . . . . . . . . ..... And woke up in a narrow and wet place still in the same attire with a M-16 rifle beside me.

The place was poorly lighted so I had to pull out my flashlight to find the way out. As I crawl, I began hearing whispers from around me. Impulsively I pointed my flashlight towards the source of those whispers. I saw a few angry faces with the help of my flashlight crawling towards me. They wore the same attire with mine and they're camouflage/war paint on their faces. With a more careful look at that direction, I found out that there were more than a few of them.

Panicky, I loaded my rifle and began shoot like mad at those guys. I notice a few of them lie "dead" as I shoot. However, my clip was limited and I'm out of bullet after firing that few shots. The remainders kept on crawling towards me, I closed my eyes thinking that I'm doomed. All of a sudden one of them called my name and started laughing at me. With that puzzled look on my face, he explained that everything was a prank from the start and that I've finished my term at the national service. There's a camera recording the whole process somemore... My rifle was rigged with blank bullets and I don't even realized that I'm shooting air out of the rifle. I closed my eyes again and puff out a breath of relief when my cell phone rang, waking me up.

First Post

I always had lots and lots of weird dreams where I'll normally tell them as a random story in yam cha sessions. Eventually these weird dreams are forgotten even by the dreamer himself... It felt like a waste of dreams for me so I decided to open this dream journal as a reference for myself in the future as well as for all the reader. Peace out.